When it's not worth dying for?

celebrating mother's day at aunty hs was such an exciting moments.. where i could get to feel the family bonding ever since i was busy working. to be honest i miss them badly.. i really do.. but sadly i was sick. and cant even get myself enjoyed. thanks to that medication eh.. =] well, last 2 two days, i went out with my gfs again. we went to have a dinner at the RAMEN TEN.. under shameer (su ex-bf) treat. he such a good guy tau.. y su y... hahaha!! its really expensive and that was my first tyme i had my dinner at there. *kiasu*.. =] bf was so pissed over me that day as i promised him that i will be back around 1030pm and i wont stay too long.. but too bad, i break my promise. *naughty me*.. hehehee.. and, i know my bf pretty well, i know he is such a soft hearted guy.. hahaha!! yes he is! he look like MAT REP, but hes not ok.. =] so what he did was that, he went to fetch me at yew tee n sent me home.. awww.. he told me tis,

"B.. i know u enjoyed urself with ur friends out there but yet i still will be here to make sure you go home with safe, if anything happened, they will blame me, syg..."

i was like Ya Allah.. *melting* hahahaha!!! bf's mummy called, haha! shes been calling me up for the past few days.. we did chit chat on the phone for abt 1 hr.. i did asked her abt the mother's day present..

"mi.. ape halim blikan nanti tok hari ibu eh.."

"haa.. aku rasa 'sotong kering'..!"

i was like huh?? really uh.. *lame me..* & laughed non-stop..

alright now, i feel so hungry. but i want to diet!!! im FAT!!!!!