When it's not worth dying for?

i know i hurt you and i feel so bad. for saying things and making you sad.
you are so special, one of a kind that i could look forever and never find anyone else as wonderful as you. please forgive me for things that i said. ilysm, it just messed my head up.
you are my life & my every breathe, i promise to love you, till we fated to be separate.
So if you can forgive this broken hearted, you'll never see that part of me again.
We'll make it, together, just you and me. im sorry,boyfriend..

tiff with boyfriend is a normal thing for the couple like us. cause we know we want the best for them. but sometimes, we didnt realise that we made a mistake too. that was what happened between me n boyfriend. i knw he is the nice boyfriend and willing to be there when i really need him. but im blind to see all the things that he had done for me. =[ after he gt scolded frm me, yet he still there with an open heart to let me calm dwn myself. iloveyou,boyfriend. i really do.