When it's not worth dying for?

we have a mind, which is all basic equipment we need to achieve complete happiness.”

hellooo!! everyone!! GOOD MORNING!! =] well, today im doing nothin much (i guess).. chatting, surfing net, eat, sleep & etc. and right now, im listening to DANGDUT song! yayy!! (abeh suker).. thanks to abdul halim la eh.. tsk3.. hey im listen to dangdut song at least something eh.. rather than my bf.. KEMAROK LAGU 60an. apa mau ckp.. (jgn abby, tk pasal2 kau ikot sekaki jgk..) hahs! =D ohh ya. went out wif bf just now, he told me that our parents's $$$ come out ready la seyy! ahh cheeeyy!! i called mummy abt it and she could even said this, "hahaha!! aiik! da keluar eh. tk tahu pulak?? *laughing*" eh eh buat lawak plak mak ku ini. i did ask her abt goin out and shopping. and i understand her condition right now. so we will be havin our shopping sooner or later. ok set go! guess what, 2nd march is coming soon which is the day that i need to go for work at NUH as an ENROLLED NURSE. where things get serious. where self need to be prepare for the upcoming incident,accident, nagging& scolding frm sister. where i need to be open minded. to be honest, im not prepare to b a NURSE. idk y. ={ it is fun to earn a money. but lil bit lazy wen comes to work as ur part. ONLY GOD KNOW how i feel right now. ppl thought im happy but inside me, i cry for a help. im lost no where to go. anw, did received a email frm a fren abt e high-5 BREAD made me felt theres no need for me to eat bread for my breakfast anymore.. its DISGUSTING ok!.. seriously. NOT ANYMORE! *feel the urge to vomit*

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